thru schizoaffective eyes

 I'm proud I reached 1 million views on youtube.   Might never really earn much income from it but who knows.   I'm doing better than most youtubers.  So maybe I will.  Stay hopeful.  One million really is ton.  Isn't it?

 Week 1, 9 laps X 4 days  Week 2, 9 laps X 4 days  Week 3, build to 12 laps X 4 days  Week 4, build to 15 laps X 4 days 18 21 24 27 30 33 36 stand

The pool is cold But I get used to it It feels like I'm gliding across the world  It feels like I'm flying  I'm timid about freestyle at first  I'm aware there aren't as many options to breathe I love moving fast though  This is my swiftest stroke  I'm gliding  I'm free  I'm soaring  I'm ageless, I'm limber I'm happy